血液流盡The father tried his best, and he was a big man but the fact that she was his daughter, his shame at her behavior and his dread of hurting her made him release her just at the critical times when I had almost achieved success, till I wanted to kill him.
可是，因为又担心她真会患上白喉，尽管他自己就快昏到了，他又告诉我继续，继续，而她的母亲在我们的身后走来走去，忧愁万分地抖着双手。
But his dread also that she might have diphtheria made him tell me to go on, go on though he himself was almost fainting, while the mother moved back and forth behind us raising and lowering her hands in an agony of apprehension.
把她放在你的大腿上，我命令道，抓住她的两个手腕。
Put her in front of you on your lap, I ordered, and hold both her wrists.
然而他刚一动手，女孩就尖叫了一声。
But as soon as he did the child let out a scream.
别这样，你会弄疼我的．
Don‘t, you‘re hurting me.
放开我的手，放手，我告诉你。
Let go of my hands. Let them go I tell you.
接着她发出可怕的歇斯底里的尖叫，住手！住手！你会弄死我的！
Then she shrieked terrifyingly, hysterically. Stop it! Stop it! You‘re killing me!
你觉得她受得了吗？医生！她母亲说。
Do you think she can stand it, doctor! Said the mother.
你出去，丈夫对他的妻子说，你想让她死于白喉吗？
You get out, said the husband to his wife. Do you want her to die of diphtheria?
来吧，抓住她，我说道。
Come on now, hold her, I said.
接着我用左手掰住女孩的头，并试图将木制的压舌板伸进她的嘴里。
Then I grasped the child‘s head with my left hand and tried to get the wooden tongue depressor between her teeth.
她紧咬着牙绝望地反抗着！
She fought, with clenched teeth, desperately!
而此时我也变得狂怒了——对一个孩子。
But now I also had grown furious-at a child.
我试图让自己不要发脾气，但却做不到，我知道怎样去检查她的嗓子。
I tried to hold myself down but I couldn‘t. I know how to expose a throat for inspection.
我尽了最大的努力。当我终于把木制的压舌板伸到最后一排牙齿的后面时，她张开了嘴，然而只是一瞬间，我还来不及看她又把嘴闭上了，没等我把它取出来，她的臼齿已经紧紧咬住了压舌板，并把压舌板咬成了碎片。
And I did my best. When finally I got the wooden spatula behind the last teeth and just the point of it into the mouth cavity, she opened up for an instant but before I could see anything she came down again and gripped the wooden blade between her molars. She reduces it to splinters before I could get it out again.
你不害臊吗？妈妈朝她大声训斥道。你在大夫面前这样不觉得害臊吗？
Aren‘t you ashamed, the mother yelled at her. Aren‘t you ashamed to act like that in front of the
