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I a little bit to collect you bring to my disappointment, I repeated to calculate the disappointment, over and over again, ask themselves but also save much disappointed to my left. But perhaps only in enough time, I will know what is the answer to the problem.
At the beginning, I was very sensitive to disappointment, as long as you can't reach my expectations, I will be disappointed. Unconsciously, I have saved a lot of
disappointment, although I am not completely disappointed
with you, but then we have gone through a long way. I thought that disappointment soon will have saved, we will soon break up, the unpredictability of life, despite a disappointing experience, I still can't malicious to leave you.
Slowly, I seem to be a little numb, or to be tolerant of some of you, not so easy to receive disappointment. Even so, you don't stop to let me down. Side tried to persuade me to leave you, they will to longly advised me to think clearly, will scold me if I possessed, even to each other friendship threat I don't break up do not even friends. Although I know they are good for me, but they only see the sadness of my face, I can not see the calm in my heart. I know one day I will leave you, but not now, as long as I one day no to you disappointed, there is no way to completely let go. I'm waiting, waiting for a moment to let me go.
I can feel you and I have already entered the countdown, disappointment will want enough, but you are not aware of, as usual. Every time I'm disappointed at you, I'll do it for you. Gradually, I even see you and contact your number are reduced. Later, I finally saved enough to leave the disappointment, quietly and you say goodbye. When you to the same calm agreed to my decision, I know you have already noticed my dispirited and discouraged, but do not have to let me know. Perhaps you have tried to restore, perhaps you have already given up our love, perhaps...... What is the reason is not important, we do not disturb each other from now on, all of which are not relevant.
My friends know that I have decided to wake up, have said that to celebrate the new, I am laughing and refused. As a matter of fact, I have never regretted spend this period of time waiting. Although initially I a and I expected different outcome, then I is a miracle to let us go bald, but in the end I only waiting down saved. If there is no such waiting process, perhaps I have to separate or hope, that as long as I insist on working hard for a while, we will have another outcome. I'm glad I get through this period of waiting time, all hopes are exhausted, no longer give me any false hope. However, I still regret that we will be the end of this, not to achieve your first one's life and one's promise. In the future, the man who can do this for us is no longer in each other, nor does it have nothing to do with each other. How disappointed I left enough to save? I've got the answer. Disappointment is the accumulation of one point one points in order to facilitate the decision to leave, but a long time of disappointment in the end it only took a few
minutes to leave. I hope that we can be lucky in the future to meet a person who can achieve the promise, no longer disappointed, I wish we all can be happy.
我一点一点地收集你带给我的失望，我反复地计算已存的失望，一遍遍地问自己还要攒多少失望才够我离开。但也许只有在攒够的时候，我才会知道这个问题的答案是什么。
一开始，我对失望很敏感，只要你达不到我对你的期望，我就会感到失望。不知不觉，我已经攒了很多的失望，虽然不够我对你彻底失望，但那时候我们才一起走过了一段不算长的路。我以为失望很快就能攒够，我们很快就会分手，可世事难料，即使经历了一次又一次失望，我还是无法狠下心来离开你。
慢慢地，我似乎有些麻木了，或者说对你宽容了一些，不再那么容易就接收到失望。即使如此，你也没有停止让我失望。身边的人都劝我离开你，他们会语重心长地劝我想清楚，也会痛骂我是不是鬼迷心窍了，甚至以彼此的交情威胁我不分手连朋友都不能做。虽然我知道他们是为我好，但是他们只看到了我表面的悲伤，看不到我心里的平静。我很清楚我有一天一定会离开你，但不是现在，只要我一天没有对你失望透顶，就没有办法完全放手。我在等，等一个让我潇洒离开的时刻。
我能感觉到我和你已经进入了倒计时，失望将要攒够了，不过你并没有察觉，一如往常。如今我每对你失望一次，我就少做一件以前会为你做的事情。逐步地，我连见你和联系你的次数都减少了。再后来，我终于攒下了充足我离开的失望，平静地和你说再见。当你以同样的平静同意我的决定时，我才知道你早已察觉我的心灰意冷，却不曾让我知道。也许你也曾尝试过挽回，也许你早已放弃了我们的爱情，也许……是什么原因已经不重要了，从今以后我们互不打扰，各不相干吧。
朋友们知道我的决定之后都觉得我终于清醒过来了，纷纷说要为我庆祝新生，我笑着拒绝了。其实我从未后悔花这个段时间等待，虽然最初我等的是一个和我预想不同的结局，后来我等的是一个让我们走到白头的奇迹，但最后我只能等待失望攒够。如果没有这样的等待过程，也许我即使分开了也还是心存希冀，以为只要我再坚持努力一阵子，我们就会有另一种结局。我很庆幸我熬过了这段等待的时光，把所有希望都耗尽了，不再给我任何假希望。但是，我依然遗憾我们会是这样的结局，没能实现你我最初一生一世一双人的诺言。未来，能为我们实现这个诺言的人都不再是彼此了，也与对方无关了。 还要攒多少失望才够我离开？我已经得到了答案。失望是一点一点的积累才能促成离开的决定，但是再漫长的失望最后也只用了几分钟就离开。我希望以后我们都能幸运一些，遇见一个能为我们实现诺言的人，不再失望，祝我们都能得到幸福。